I suppose we be journaling now. sure
8.24.25
I got off from my 9-5, since it's the weekend, so I've spent the entire day updating this website. There's a couple pages I've been meaning to add, specifically one about my art but also one about my DIY stuff. I'll be decorating a bunch of stuff in the coming weeks, especially when I get around to donating my clothes. I also realized I will be leaving my sketchbooks when I move out, so expect a bunch of sketchbook tours on my youtube channel that I don't use as of right now because I want to archive them.
9.3.25
I'm going to be honest, I'm not the most open person on the internet, which in this context pertains to the lack of journal updates. I honestly wasn't planning on updating this today, except my [the family] car broke down, so I have really nothing to do since all my plans involvde driving a distance away. Tragic. RIP old honda. I've been updating the character summary pages here because I felt it was necessary prior to me sharing art that benefits from that knowledge. I did watch KH Union Cross. I must admit that the appeal of the series is because I am what we in the biz call 'preformative': I'm kind of alternative. kind of edgy. Post-KHUX, I'm inclined to create a tier list, not because I think my opinion is any better than anyone else's, but because a friend of mine used to make them for literally everything she played/watched. I'm tempted to link one of her tier lists here because WHY ARE THEY SEVERAL HOURS LONG. whatever.
9.6.25
I've been playing things, cleaning before I go to college, and working. Work sucks, not because of anything in particular, but simply because it's basically just a 9-5 but not at 9 AM. I though I'd prefer ending work later rather than showing up earlier, but what this actually does is make me sleep in real late. So really I just get a couple hours in the morning and then I work and then I sleep. I wanted to play silksong, but tbhhh I need to finish some other games. So, I'm actually finishing The Talos Principle. at some point. yea.
9.8.25
1) head ache. 2) college scaring me ugh. i want to just play stupid video games let me live
10/10/25
getting dinner @ 9:30pm lol
11/24/25
i may be ... the worst college student to ever attempt to be a college student. i've almost entirely stopped attedning my classes, and instead spend my time catching up on them?? dude i don't know. i've been getting back into reading, a supposedly healthy hobby coming with the neglegence of my attendance. whatever. next semester will be better.
11/29/25
hellllooooo journal page on my website. i realize right now i should probably format images so that they can be added on a whim. maybe. I've been alone in college, being the one of 4 ish people living on a floor will do that to you, I suppose. It's basically empty, I don't see anyone when I walk around, which is fine by me, just happened to fall on the same time I was reading a VN that had a feeling of lonelyness to it. I've started getting back into reading as I was saying, and have actually finished some. In fact, I'm going to make a page for everything I'm reading and whatever. Don't be like me in college I guess? I've had literally nothing to eat while it's been closed. Yesterday I ate a can of apple sauce and a bunch of oatmeal. Many such cases. I'm having another hot cocoa because the food pantry gave me two cartons of milk and a bunch of cocoa powder. could be worse.
12.8.25
I'll decay one day, dissapate as my memory becomes cool mist over warm pavement. do not remember me in the form of dust staining images rather I'd rather you didn't think of me at all. once, you'll feel me in the bile on tile, and since then you'll search for me in the pain. associate me only with harm and forget about nightmares i should have vivisected sooner
12.11.25
energy drink tier list coming soon, as I've been drinking a considerable amount of them while in college. I'll be finally heading back home for a moment, which means I get to see my friends. been listening to a lot of music recently & being very sober & typing a lot of html and css. probably going to play a lot of video games on the way to my parents' place and ignore my flight anxiety.
12.12.25
My last final is coming up in a few hours, which should be alright. I've also been planning my next semester of college, and have come to the realization that I cannot stop myself from trying to overwork myself. In the last year, I've been trying to get better at at least getting something close to enough sleep. Outside of finals week, I've also been working out and trying to be social, when I feel like it (?). I find I can't really be proud of myself, because truly, what is there to be proud of? I haven't done anything impressive or important or worthwhile. Nothing that makes me unique in any way. I guess I'm an artist, but that's like. Not really impressive 'cause I wouldn't consider myself great at it. Nor would I say I'm good at making/running a website, or school, or writing, so on so on. I suppose the solution to the semester issue would be to register for less classes, but realistically I find myself spending any free time I have resting. whatever i'm going to go play video games
